Tuesday, September 1, 2009

The Eagleman

The Eagleman said
I could too
So I took the plunge
Into the icy void
The freezing silence
Of falling
To the jagged rocks below
As I was lifted
By the mighty pull
Of the wind-blown wings
On my back
The Eagleman said
I could too
And laughed a little
At my pale face
As we flew on in time
It really hurt
Hair and feathers
Ruffled and tangled
Skin a slow scream of ice
Hot blood pumps
Through my joints
Through my head
Sweat singes my eyes
Trickling, tickling
Down my spine
Like my mind's eye
Is crying
And when I thought
"I can't take it anymore"
We reached our destination
Perched on the cliff
Sharing the meat
The Eagleman and I
Laughed into the Moon.


Dedicated to Tjaarke Maas
Rest in Peace 1974 - 2005
You showed my the eagles, to see that freedom is real beauty, and so much more.

One liners

The new expresses the repressed in the old.

You were created in your parent's sexuality of the time. That's only your problem in that you are here now.

The Proof of Einsteins's Last Frontier

Recently, Einstein's Theory was finally proved by years of effort by the space travelling and engineering scientists. The formed a very nearly perfect sphere, which took ages, took it into space and did some tests on it's effect on the space time continuum as a mass, the results proving that yes, Einstein was right mass does bend or pull the space time continuum towards itself. This is very interesting stuff, and I recommend further research (try www.spaceandmotion.com ) or media on the recent events, such as www.newscientist.com for instance.
This is very interesting on a more lateral level, because not only does the mass of our own dear planet bend the space time continuum (made more interesting by the fact that it is moving), but so does every other mass object in space and time in our universe. Stars, galaxies, planets, moons, and dark matter (that will be very relevant in the future).
I am going to supposition here that it lends weight (excuse the pun) to the ideas of the ancient stargazers. If these masses are bending the space time continuum, surely the position of the sun and the moon and the earth in relative relation to each other would influence the effects on our world and ourselves? Maybe also the other planets, light (energy) bent from the solar system and the milky way could also have their effect in due course. Maybe a constellation might not have that strong an effect (theoretically) individually, but the milky way as a whole surely would, and maybe the area of the constellation may have a different hue of influence. It might not be exactly the effect the old world would have indicated (such as a personality disposition or a likelihood of a kind of event), but it would be an effect. Also, other schools of astronomical legends, such as the Australian Aboriginals, concentrate on the dark spaces between the stars, which is an area of a lack of bent space time continuum waves, which could have an effect, even if it is riddled with dark matter.
I might add here that you, as a mass, must be bending the waves of the space time continuum (towards you), whether or not you are still (simple) or moving (complex). Full on, hey! I wonder if living energy of ATP processing (glucose burning, high vibration activity) is effected by the phenomena in an unusual way? If it is, does the neural activity of thought bend (with) the time space continuum?
I wonder if the waves (or vibrations) of the space time continuum effect the waves (or vibrations) of the mass or matter (which is one thing that has mass) it bends towards? What happens if you take the concept to a (super) microscopic or macroscopic level? Does the microscopic mass on mass (no pun intended) interface with macroscopic mass(es)? It is pondersome, and of course needs further research.

Olde Mother's Home

It's in the rich sleep
Of an ocean's carefully crafted cave
It's soaking in deep darkness
As solid as crystal
As soft as mud
It's pulsing with primal dreams
It's a tunnel of clay
As slow as forever
Damp with the coming age
It's pushed and pulled
With the pains and pleasures
Of Possibilities
It's a volt of piercing light
Rent into ancient banks
Surging in songs of the sea
It's the shock of a fresh sun
And the slapping new air
Let's Life truly Begin.


Dedicated the Xavier Lloyd
Born 31.08.09
Welcome in, make yourself comfortable, you'll be here quite a long time!

Monday, August 31, 2009

Sheer Bliss

Sheer bliss
The slow motion face
On television
A dream
Hardly hoped for
Achieved; Bringing
Heaven from
The hell
The cyclist wins
Their race
The terrified people
Nearly disbelieving
Finally at peace
The parents
Throwing their arms
Around the child
They thought they
Might never
See again
Sheer bliss

Early 90's

The Woven Weaver

Shadows and dreams
Weave wonder
In the untrod Path
Before me
I feel Light
Frightfully fickle
As I rush
Into the Dance
Like a giggle
In a trance
I am the woven
And the weaver
I am the spinner
And the spun
The winner
And the won!


Prejudice People

Are prejudice people happy?

Do they open their hearts up wide?

Are prejudice people happy?

Do they like what they see inside?

I like to see people happy I like to open their eyes up wide

I like to see people happy Show them the magic hiding deep inside

But prejudice people don't like me

Don't like to open their hearts up wide

No, prejudice people don't like me

Don't the know it's from their own love they hide?

I like to see people happy I like to open their minds up wide

I like to see people happy Show them the magic hiding deep inside

Calypso rhythm.

Around 97

One liners

If you effect you are effected. You are effected by your effect.
Whatever your intention, that intention will create you.

Humanity is mud evolving into thought.

Facts Of Life

In old age, people who are actively involved in, and contributing to, a strong, healthy, and supportive community live longer with a better quality of life and health. This is whether or not they are in a romantic relationship. In fact, elderly people in an insular relationship which they rely upon get sicker and die earlier, especially when their partner dies or is removed (like hospital or nursing home). The obvious advice is to get actively (usefully is best) involved in the caring community around you, especially as you get older. It is a reason to maintain personal health and hygiene standards, and people will notice if you are getting unhealthy, having a difficult time, or even stop showing up, and will step in to assist, especially if you are a valuable member. Get involved in things that have the most meaning to you, as this is what you will find most fulfilling for your mind, body, and soul, and where you will have the best effect.

In the first 6 weeks of retirement, more people die, or become stressed mentally and physically. This is especially so if their career was the only or most important thing in their life. If they based who they are on what their job was, they are in jeopardy, as they feel lost. The huge change especially for the routine orientated older person often leads to heart attacks etc. The best thing is to get into mentoring, that is teaching skills to newcomers in their career, to help ease them into a slower pace, and fulfil an important obligation: passing on what they know and have learnt from experience. Also, indulging in forgotten hobbies and new experiences and pastimes helps prevent Alzheimer's (severe memory loss).

Women's life dependency statistically decreases if she is involved with a man, whereas a man's life expectancy increases if he is involved with a woman. The only advice is whether or not you are male or female, single or attached, look after yourself as if you really matter. It is your responsibility and your responsibility alone. In fact, no one else can feel what your body feels, so they really can't do it for you.

A woman's chances of being murdered is increased by 10 times at the altar. Most murders happen between family members, and it's usually the husband (or ex-husband) who is murdering the wife (or ex-wife). It's really important to be sure the guy you are hitching your wagon to is level headed and respectful, realistic and expressive!

Most personal attack (hate) crimes such as child molestation (which is more often perpetuated by a family member, often young themselves, or family friend), robbery (often sleight-of-hand or white collar), rape, confidence tricks or other abuse are not a matter of grab-them-and-hold-them-down. They are seductive in nature, blurring the boundaries and confusing the victim or victims. They will try to infiltrate into the potential victim's emotional trust zone. Abusers can be, and more often are, very charming. The advice is try and not be too readily charmed, part with nothing and try to avoid risky choices like letting them in your home. If a lot of plying charm is flying around, ask why. Charmers are often dodgy.

The wealthier the people are, the less children they have. The super poor and working class breed more heavily with less means (no entertainment, education or contraceptives?), the middle and upper mid-socio-economic range have children according to what they can afford in schooling and other moderate ambitions, and the wealthy are either busy ruling the place or can't seem to find one another in the castle! Try to stay balanced, if that suits you.

Waking up is the most dangerous time in the day. When waking, your body (and brain) is going through a stressful process of going from a suspended animation state to an active state. It's like deep sea diving or taking off in a rocket, harsh on the being. That's why it is prime time for heart attacks and strokes. So, take it easy, no harsh alarm clocks or mad dashes, give yourself half an hour or so just for the gentle process of waking up.

The most dangerous place for accidents in the stable first world is the home. It's there that people are not in public (where they also have less assistance) so they take more risks, feel safe so they drop their guard, no or little worker's standards or public safety laws, are more likely to be intoxicated more heavily, and get more carried away with their emotional life. The best advice is to think when you go to do something at home (esp. alone), what advice would a good sensible friend, parent or co-worker give you. Also, check if your house is safe as a government department office (no tears in the carpet, exposed wires, dodgy hot spots, clear walkways, clean up clutter etc).

A survivor of sexual abuse, the most intimate form of betrayal, react sexually after escaping in two ways. Either they become understandably frigid, shunning any activity, and conservative, suspicious (even paranoid) and depressed, or they become highly sexual, displaying predatory and/or risk taking behaviour. It's often a devil-may-care, I don't matter (only the pain does), get-them-before-they-get-you attitude. Often it is a way of expressing and releasing their anger. It's the ones that have the most denial of being attacked that become the most sexually aggressive. If you are the friend or family member of someone displaying such behaviour talk to them about it AFTER doing some research, and get them to a counsellor who deals with sexual assault or post traumatic stress disorder as soon as possible. If the symptoms blossom to their full velocity, the regrets will be compounded by further regrets, whether they are frigid or predatory. If you notice the symptoms in yourself, do yourself a favour and seek professional help. The reactions are perfectly natural, but not useful to you in the long run. The result if it goes unchecked can be a regrettable and painful waste of your life, time, talents and self esteem. It is also a good to go to an alternative health specialist who deals with energy, such as an acupuncture, aura healing, breath worker, prayer healer or shaman, as the soul's energy has probably been damaged.